So you have stolen the heart even from my family. It seems now I am the black sheep. Through all those years it wasn't just about my future, it was also about my distance between my ex n my family. I wouldn't blame you. After all I brought this on myself.

So what if I am happy or not, as long as I have a safe and comfortable life.
That is what our friends, colleagues and especially family keep reminding us. Is it really? So it is alright to bottle up our feelings and tank the pain and swallow the agony as you watch the years pass you by. You are grown, you have children and a comfortable home. What more can you ask? Right..? But your heart wishes for happiness...longing for it. Does it hurt to ask? Is it wrong to want it?

Now that I am with my man who is 6 years my junior, happy, contented just everything I have ever wanted and needed. I am the happiest girl I have ever been. I can be myself again. I can laugh joke smile and be free again. Yet people still shun at him, still people feel it is written in the rules that being with a guy younger than you is so wrong. Is it? Do you wanna live your life everyday wishing you had done this or done that or married this person or be together with that person, what if what if what if-

The influence of other people affects our decision much, it is not a bad thing but you have to know your stand. Parents mean well, friends don't wanna see you hurt. Listen to them. Yes. But know what you want. That is my only advise. Just as I am currently trying to follow my own. If there is an impossible situation for a couple to get together and you have been advise 99% that it wouldn't work out, think that there is still that 1% chance. Live life the way you want it responsibly but also remember to have fun. Live it happily.