We grow each day, in our minds and in our hearts. We learn to love, we learn to forgive, we mature...

Then that is where we start thinking is this for the good or the bad? Have I ignored the people who were once important in my life? We start feeling unsure, unsettled and indecisive. 

In this world, the most important thing I have learned is that we MUST constantly communicate to one another or we wont know that person anymore. Your sisters, your brothers, your lover, your best friend, your parents.....they all become strangers. This world is so face paced, children grow quickly, they are maturing fast. Learning things much quicker than how we use to learn as kids. The point it, we have lost touch of who we really are and what we are becoming. We lost touch of those whom are closest to us. But I dare say this, I believe, even in the toughest time, when you only have that fragment of time only to be overwhelmed by work...there is always time for your family. For your friends. There are times when I too do not like to hang out with my friends only because I'm too damn lazy or I really need alone time. But never lose that communication...I've lost so many friends, goods ones, because of my own selfish act.

I miss my dear sisters so much! I really do miss celebrating good old fashion christmas with them. Sitting by the Christmas tree counting down to the time to open our presents. Ah the joy of being a kid *dreamy mode* What I loved most was the bond I had with them, preparing for Christmas, fighting and arguing then making up and decorating the tree, dressing it magnificently, looking at it proudly and say, *That is the most beautiful tree I have seen this year*, wrapping presents together, sneakily opening our advent calendars. :')

I only look forward to the days we can do this again. But for now....it is only a distant memory...