Hello people!! Yes after a year almost and I'm back!
It is already September?? Geez!! Christmas is early this year and only four months away and frankly speaking I can't wait for it!! Jumps around like a little girl.



So yea, after much suffering in silence, old love new love, hectic flying schedules and lots of baking, I decided to pop back to my blog to update.

Though the old love has died it never stopped caring. It amazes me how much I underestimated on how much men can take notice of women but it is only in times of darkness, depression, fear and confusion that he will finally realized the feeling is gone. It is alright *warm smile* to feel that way and who could I have blamed. The fault was merely between two people. But it doesn't mean I do not care. I always do and always will. A person being in that relationship for such a long time has taught me alot and also influenced me alot. So thank you =) Oh I have to say I miss his dog who would just constantly scratch my legs n pounce on it -_- .

So anyway people, don't always look on the dark side of a breakup, I mean if the guy/girl is truly caring (not some weird ass pedophile or a creepy stalker). He could very well be the person whom you would need help or be of help to him. You fall down, you cry, then wipe those tears, smile, and stand up and walk with your head held high and move forward. You have felt how painful it is to fall, you have felt how horrible to have been ignored, pushed aside, kicked down and slammed hard int he face (or guts if u prefer) so feel proud that you can stand up again. I know I have and I hope you can too. Be strong and stay strong!

p/s : I just really love this song